Dear Riya,

Toh ye note tumhare birthday ka nahi h and ye maine is hope me change kiya h kabhi na kabhi tum ye site dubara visit karogi tab ye read kar rahi hogi and kaash is baat ko kaafi time hogya ho.

Hope hamare beech sab normal hogya ho m tumse normally baat karne laga hu exactly vesa jesa tumhe chahiye but deep down tumhare liye ye feelings kabhi khatam nahi hongi ye toh bohot pehle hi realise hogya tha. I will always love you the way I started. Always means always rehne wala h doesn’t matter we are together or not but ye kaafi jaldi mujhe realise ho gaya ki ye jo h vo for lifetime h. Koi shikayat nahi h ki tumhe mujhse kyu nahi but you should know that ki in future jab bhi ham mile i will always see you as i see now. Obviously ham baat nahi kar rahe honge ya fir pata nai dost rahe bhi ya nahi but you will always be special. Ye ek saal meri life ka best tha and agar koi mujhse meri last wish pooche toh yahi ek saal m vapas jeena chahta hu. I know aage poori life padi h but isse best part toh nahi aane wala i know kyuki itne efforts karne ki taakat ab bachi nahi mujhme until and unless tum samne ho. Tumhara daantna dhamkiya dena like khel khatam h tera hamesha yaad rahega and i will always miss that voice. Vo toh hamesha head me rehne wali h. In future kisi point par ham fir mile m yahi chahunga sab firse chaalu ho. but na bhi ho toh you will always have the place you have now. Nahi h kisi ke baski itni ki vo jagah le sake vo jo sirf tumhari h. Abhi date h 28 jan 2026 and yess this is starting of my bura vakt but ye bhi nikal jaega. abhi lag raha h ye kyu hua kaash vo sab vapas ajaae pleaseeeeeee ajaaae i am literally begging for that but i know ye possible hi nahi h. Ye accept karna is tough ki aage vo life ka part jo sabse khaas tha vo jise din ki har baat share hoti thi vo space life se jaane wali h. Itne efforts sachme itne jyada mujhe khudpe bharosa nahi hota how yrr. Kahi na kahi feelings toh tumhe bhi hongi but not sufficient ki aage kuch ho. Kitna tough time h yrr jaldi chala jaae bas. At last pyar vyar jaae bhaad me but sabse pehle tum meri life ki best and sabse special person ho like sabse pyari dost. Hope tum bhi theek ho kyuki at last mere liye tum khush ho ya nahi yahi matter karta h. Socha toh tumne bhi hoga chance dene ka, feelings toh kahi na kahi aai hi hongi may be halka attachment. But tumhari boundaries h so i respect your choice and haan thoda bewakoof hu m so aaage pata nhi tumhare liye ye feelings jaengi ya nahi but ye completely meri problem h one sided love bhi dekhlenge. Still stay healthy and fine i want you but force karke ya koi alternate tareeke se nahi but if destiny ne allow kiya then ill try again for sure.

Whenever i remember the time i've spent with you toh maza hi aata h like starting se start kare ki how i started thoda funny lagta h lekin everything every topic special raha h. I really wanted to make this birthday special agar fir bhi kuch kaand kardu jisse spoil hojae toh sorry kyuki best try kiya ki tumhara bday best bane ye poori life ka. Jab bhi ham ya sirf tum bhi is birthday ko yaad karo toh ek pyari si smile ajae tumhare face pe bas yahi ek gift h jo m dena chahta tha 😌 bas ab hogya bohot lets enjoy this together kyuki kal kisne dekha h 💣

- Shivam